Our 2nd Wedding Anniversary ::17.07.11 ::

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lama dowh tak update...!!dah ada anak..busy!! ceh..blm ada anak pun tak ter-update gak...nama p0n pemalas..ahaks...

17.07.2011~ tarikh penting bagi kami..coz it is our 2nd wedding anniversary..Alhamdulilah..pejam celik,rupanya dah 2 tahun pegang title isteri kepada encik hishamudin aka bY ..alhamdulilah juga, kami dah pun dikurniakan zuriat yg sgt comel, gebu,bijak dan sgt menghiburkan hati~ Khayra Adelya,"si bulat-bulat"..pada saat blog ni di update, Khayra juz turns 3 month old..there will be another entry for that later on...

this special date started with mengejutkan bY yg terlena di sofa pada tepat 0001 hrs..terus bagi dia kad yg direka khas olehku, yang disiapkan dlm masa sejam, semasa khayra terleka kejap sambil bermain dgn atuknya siang tadi..mujur atuk khayra dtg...dptla aku lari2 kan diri kejap buat kad yg tak seberapa kreatif ni..semua brg recycle jer...tapi the one and only in the world

pagi ahd tu, bY ada kelas..so i couldn't expect much for our celebration..mujur dia tak kena masuk keje malam aritu..kalo tak..hampeh...no celebration la gamaknya~~

bY sampai umah pun agak lewat, almost 5.30..kami siap2 cpt, and headed to our favourite & nearest mall - the curve..jenjalan kat sana kejap, sambil kat kepala hotak ni memikir, kat mana tpt makan yg best..dari dulu slalu aim nk mkn kat Bubba Gump..bila usha tpt tu, mcm tak sesuai pulak khayra ada..dat place quite dim, and smokes everywhere..mujur khayra tak meragam...elok je dlm stroller dia..tapi dia nyer onion ring nampak menarik la...kena try gak ni oneday

Gi The Apartment plak, menu dia nampak mcm kureng..plus rege dia boleh tahan tebal...(almaklumlah..dh ada anak, kena berjimat sket,kan..!)last2 kami mkn kat the Garden...which is ala-ala Full House gak..tpt yg kami mkn last year...

I ordered Teriyaki Chicken..sedap..tapi very small portion...fried calamari dia pun sedap..mushroom soup dia, bolehla..tapi kat full house mmg terbaekk...

Chicken Teriyaki

Tapi yg spoilkan sesi mkn2 ni ialah Khayra..time ni ah dia nak "mi-Milk"..aduyai..dari mula sampai restaurant ni, sampai habis bergayut jer dia...takpelah..inilah salah satu pengorbanan seorg mama...tak dpt enjoy mknan on her special day...

lepas mkn, we decided to go home..yelah,esok kan keje...lgpun, kalo keluar on sunday ni, mmg malas sbnarnya..rasa nak rehat je ..i lebih prefer nak keluar, hari sabtu je..

begitulah cerita sambutan anniversary kami..mmg tak happening..yelah..bkn berdua mcm dulu, merata kami berjalan dari siang sampai mlm...dh ada anak, lg2 kecik lagi ni, agak limited nk ke mana2...semoga kebahagian kami kekal selamanya..amin..

Khayra-Papa-Mama
Nak tunjuk skirt ni sbnarnya...dah lama giler tak pakai..muat lagi you....!

hOme sWeeT hOmE..

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kali ni mmg benar terasa erti home sweet home...the feeling is so different bila dpt kembali ke rumah yg dirindui setelah 48 hari ditinggalkan...sepanjang tempoh berpantang , i stayed at my parents house kat putrajaya...

dgn harapan rumah berjaya di transform ke tahap yg dibanggakan sptmana bY janji dulu kata,"tgk la esok,lps 2 bln ,ayang balik sini,umah jadi tip-top i kemas"...

owhh..itu adalah kata2 manis yg ditaburinya di minggu2 akhirku sblm nak beranak dulu..yelah..nak kemas rumah,dah tak larat..dia plak busy jer dgn test & keje on wikens..bilanya umah nak dikemas...

but the truth..hurm..adalah kemas skit..tapi my expectation yang dia kata "tip-top" tu, kureng menjadilah...i dont blame him..mana ada masa pun dia..yelah,asal ada masa terluang,dia akan ke putrajaya...so, i really appreciate bY, for your effort ;)

dapat jumpa bY pun jarang sepanjang tempoh tu..kalau dia keje shift mlm,dpt la jumpa byk sket..i mean, ahad he'll stay here sampai isnin ptg before he's off to kilang..rabu pagi, dia akan dtg lg straight from kilang..ptg dlm kul 6,gi keje balik and jumpa semula on saturdays..tapi kalo dia keje shift pagi,..dpt jumpa on wikens je la.. :(

kesian,mmg kesian kat dia..jauh bai..rwg -putrajaya-rwg..one way je dh 80km++..but i need him..bila dia dtg..milk production sgt memberangsangkan..kalo selalu average 60-80ml, but when bY was around, bleh dpt 100-120ml...my happy hormon mempengaruhi milk production kot..hehehe..

last few days, i started to worry, how am i going to handle my baby once i'm back to my crib..mmg risau..yelah, slalu kalo baby meragam,aku rasa tak leh nak handle,bagi je kat mama..but now, i have to face it by myself..dah la, minggu ni, bY keje mlm..that means, siang je bY ada..mlm2 bersilat la aku sengsorang kat umah dgn baby..berdebar gak ni...ntah meragam ke tak dia mlm ni...
semoga Allah permudahkan segalanya..itulah doaku setiap kali selepas solat..amin...

welcome to the world...!! KHAYRA ADELYA (part1)

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i know this post tersgtla lewat baru nak post..it's better late than never kan...?

Tanggal 19 April 2011, 1227 pm,setelah genap 39 minggu dok dlm perut, maka lahirlah seorg princess yg sgt tembam & berat dari perut mama dia di hospital sunway..bagaimana ianya bermula..??begini kisahnya...

pagi itu,sekitar jam 0130hrs, i woke up in the middle of the nite..rasa nak gi toilet..it seems normal, mcm mlm2 sebelumnya utk shi-shi..tapi ada la buat biz besar sket..sakit perut..dlm otak dok terpikir ,ni msti kes mkn durian ptg tadi..siap buat serawa durian lagi..byk plak tu...dah packing sket utk bY bw ke kilang utk dijamu kwn2 dia...

then sambung balik tido..tapi,pinggang rasa sakit..try tido sambil duduk..still tak selesa..contraction,tak rasa lagi..nape ek?kul 2 lebey, terjaga lagi..gi toilet lg..pinggang sakit tak hengat..eh..inikah tandanya?cuba monitor pattern sakit..mcm every 15-30 mins..mmg dah tak leh tido...nak kejutkan bY,cian pulak..coz tak tau,sakit perut nak beranak, or due to dek mkn durian..relax lu....dlm bilik dok mundar-mandir berjalan smbil pejam mata..ngantuk,tapi sakit..try praktis breathing...huhuhah..huhuhah...tak melegakan..

last2 around 0400hrs, surrender..terpaksa kejutkan bY ..
me: bY, i sakit perut la..tapi tak tau sakit knapa..
bY: hah?nak beranak ke?jom gi spital cpt...(dgn nada panik)
me:eh, takpelah..i nak tgk pattern sakit dulu..u tido dulu,nanti kul 5.30 i decide,nk gi spital ke tak..
by: ok...papehal, kejutkan tau...( maka bY pun sambung tido dia..)

around 0530hrs...
me: bY, i rasa kita gi spital la..sakit tak kurang pun..tapi kita gi pas solat subuh dulu...
bY: ok, nanti kejutkan kul 6.

i went downstairs, packed up my things, food,air selusuh,kurma, magazines,etc..tetiba ternampak bunga siti fatimah..ceh..baru terniat nak rendam pagi ni..nampak gaya,mcm tak sempat jer nak minum kamu....naik atas balik..packed up some clothes ,mine & bY's..agak2 utk sminggu punya stok..then siap2 mandi..

lps masing2 siap,load our bags dlm my kelisa, we left the house around 0640hrs..the same timing mcm aku gi keje setiap hari..dan jem kat saujana pun pun sama je...bY suggest utk kami potong Q, amik opposite lane, but i refused..rasa mcm boleh tahan lagi..besides i dont feel its appropiate to do it (pdhal awk dah dikira tgh emergency,boleh je!!)

time tu..pinggang sakit giler, especially bila contraction every 6-8mins..masuk jer guthrie, bY dgn selambanya bw kete 80km/h...."saya ni,kalo gi keje pun bawa 100km/h..tapi ni tgh emergency nak beranak pun, awk boleh lg bw 80km/h?"....dan-dan tu gak bY speed up balik..

as usual. sangkut jam kat politeknik pulak..mujur tak berapa jem...bila dah masuk subang kat area ss15 maybank tu, i asked him to go straight towards pyramid, then baru u-turn..tapi bY degil..nak ikut bulatan kewajipan..coz kelihatan mcm tak jem...by the time dah kul 0745!! peak hour tu beb!!

sampoai je dpn pej pos..10 minit kete tak bergerak lgsg....!! apa lagi...bising la kita..dah la pinggang sakit..tak selesA!!.i've told u, but u didn't listen!!!bila dah dkt2 nk kuar bulatan, kami berkira2 samada nak approch polis trafik yg ada situ utk escort kami..tapi tgk dia pun pakai motor personal(bkn mtr polis yg besar,putih tu)...malaslah..bkn ada siren pon...lgpun..almost there ..

kami teruskan perjalanan ke spital..bila nak smpai ,kami berkira2 lg samada nak trus gi emergency,atau naik klinik dulu..try tepon klinik, takde org jwb..so, bY decide kita gi klinik dulu bila teringatkan staff Dr noraini kata dulu, kalau rasa sakit2 between 8am-4pm, pegi klinik dulu...

maka kami pun pegila park kat level 2,jln slow2 ke klinik..by the time..sakitnya tak terkata..menangis gak la...while bY pergi check dgn staff klinik, dorang suh trus masuk labour room..coz Dr noraini takde lagi...by the time it was already 0815...

masuk je labour room, midwife suh tukar baju..i told her, i wanted to have my light bfast 1st, dia tak bagi..even few pieces of my oreo,pun dia tak bagi..takut aku kena c-sec,kena berpuasa..dlm hati,napelah tak dgr nasihat my fren,Ita, suh mln kenyang2 kat umah before gi spital..huh


to be cont'd

Happy 28th Birthday to Me :)

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Happy birthday to me...pejam celik, udah 28 tahun rupanya hidup di muka bumi Allah yg Maha Esa ni.ALhamdulillah, atas limpah kasih sayangNya, rahmatNya..masih diberi peluang bernafas & peluang utk beribadah buat bekalan di sana nanti...

personally, birthday kali ni tak berapa best..dimulai dgn en suami tak wish happy berfday tepat jam 12,16 april 2011..boleh dia lupa dok layan youtube maharaja lawak.. kita ni dok sebelah dia, punyalah menyendeng-nyendeng je dia kat sebelah..kul 12.30 baru dia teringat..itu pun rasanya lepas dia login FB kot,baru dia teringat...mmg sedih giler..

2ndly, mengharap sgt baby keluar arini..punya lah berharap tinggi melangit..dgn harapan, it's gonna be the best berfday gift i ever get in my life..tapi, nak buat macamne,Allah lebih mengetahui apa yg terbaik buat diri ini..redha ajer lah..maybe baby tak puas main dlm perut mama yea..

whole day wasn't as expected..ptg kami kua mkn meatmall kat ikea..beli mattress utk dipakai during my confinement days @ putrajaya..then teringin nak mkn triple decker cheese cake coffee bean kat the curve...sold out pulak..mujur kat 1U ada..soh depa reservekan 1 slice..sampai sana, ingatkan nak redeem voucher from jusco coz dapat sms i am entitle to get voucher sempena birthday..berjalan punya lah jauh dari new wing ke old wing..dgn kaki sakitnya ( dah tak larat jalan lelama sbnarnya)..rupanya old wing tgh undergo major renovation..kedai2 byk tutup..huh..

kaki pun dah tak larat jalan dah, kami terus headed to coffee bean, mkn kek yg diidamkan then terus balik jer.. so, ini jerlah antara gambar yg ada on my 28th birthday..

Happy birthday to me...

handphone baru...yeayyy!!

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excited nak citer ni...i juz bought my new handphone yesterday..yeay!! Tak tau la mcmner hati terlalu nekad utk nak beli jugak, sedangkan kalo pikir 3-4x, takdelah keperluan sgt utk beli lagi, since my old SE K660i given by busyuk 2 hari b4 kami nikah,still in good condition( w/pun kekadang dtg meragam dia)..

niat nak beli timbul since last year bila my old sony meragam..tapi bY nasihatkan hold dulu coz masa pembentangan Bajet 2011, PM kata in 2011 byk brg import akan dikecualikan drpd tax, termasuklah handphone...

tapi my SE meragam teruk sgt, terpaksalah beli henpon basic brand samsung-RM80..buat smentara waktu tunggu new year..my SE bagi kat bY pakai- (coz henpon dia hancuss gak),,entah mcmner dia belek HP tu kat kilang dia, tetiba my SE dah jadi normal & ok pulak...(save duit!!)

since then sampai lah semalam setia memakai SE..hp elok lagi, but why beli yg baru?? entahlah..tiada jawapan spesifik utk itu...pengaruh alam sekitar kot..huhu..yelah, kat opis sume org pakai hp canggih2...bdk2 technician in my department sume geng blackberry & samsung tab..bdk tech unit planning kat tingkat atas plak geng I-Phone 4..technician pakai hp canggih..tapi exec pakai hp cabuk jer.. :(

my 2nd reason maybe sbg hadiah sempena my own graduation kot , next week..setelah penat belajar 5 thn..hilang sosial life on wikens..so i tot it is a great idea to reward myself(kot..?!)

my 3rd reason..hmm..apa ek? senang nak bervideo call dgn bY kot..coz lps ni, my SE akan pass kat dia..suh dia beli hp baru,dia takmo..sayang duit katanya..so,bila dh ada baby, senang lah dia nak tgk baby kalo kami berjauhan, especially kalo dia shift malam..

so, i guess those 3 reasons are strong enuff why i should buy new hp rite?hehe..

so nak jadikan cerita..hp yg baru I beli ni..murah jer..bajet ekceli rm800 jer..dan berhajat nak pakai model nokia pulak selepas 2 hp seblm ni,SE..bknpe, SE slalu sgt hang..pastu nak kena reformat..nyampah..tapi user frenly..

dok usha dlm seminggu dua yg berkenan di hati nokia C5 & C6 range..bila dh sampai kedai, C6 ada 2 version..C6-00 & C6-01..but of coz c6-01 sgt la cantek...8MPixel (my main concern kamera & 3G dpn)..market price sume rm1000 ke atas..by suh amik SE Vivaz jer-rm780..tapi bila dok pikir, takut vivaz hp recon, bY plak sudi nak topup sket, so, tada....here it is my new HP Nokia C6-01..hehehe..jgn gelak okeh..yelah di saat sume org pakai BB, IP4 segala bagai..hp ni jer yg mampu milik...

janji hati hepi :)

officially 7 months !! wink..wink!!

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Alhamdulillah..today i'm officially 7 months pregnant!!

kejap je kan masa berlalu, and i'm almost 2 months away before i could meet my sweet lil darling coming into this world.

i admit, i made so much mistake during my pregnancy..i shud take the initiative to record all the wonderful thing happened to me all this while..every progress of my baby development, all the sweet moments experienced by me & bY .but laziness had made fail to do that..poor baby..u couldn't know (in wriitng) how mama & papa feels of having you soon ,once you grow up and read back mama's blog..i'm sorry baby..

takpelah..sementara berkesempatan ni, it's better late than never kan?

Pizza Hut-Ring Of Fortune

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LAst wiken, lps balik antenatal class ( pasal antenatal class akan ada satu post nanti) tekak ni teringin la nak mkn Thai Green Curry kat Bangkok House,Shah Alam..ekceli mengidamkannya bila teringatkan mkn masa kat Krabi dulu..mmg marvellous...memandangkan waktu utk dinner awal lagi, By ajak gi Jakel Shah Alam jap..dia nak belikan hadiah kain utk pakai time konvo nanti..[ohh..i'm so touch,busyuk..!!] dok busy pilih2 kain yg berkenan,siap maghrib kat jakel, kami pun rembat selai kain chiffon ni and terus headed to Bangkok House, DePalma Shah Alam..Before this, pernah gak la goggle mana mau cari thai green curry ni, and it seems ramai rekemen kat Bnagkok house yg kat PJ time tu..and now dorang dh moved to Shah Alam.Sampai je sana..i expect it to be a cosy restaurant, ala-ala Ayutthya ke,etc..rupanya sekadar coffee house bg hotel de palma..hmm...:(



kami sempat la belek2 menu dia...quite pricey and tak setanding dgn tempat dia...we dont want to take any risk ( mahal, tapi tak sedap), bY suggest kita mkn kat De Chiengmai je, dah tentu confirm sedap kat Thai food kat situ..so, we left that place and nak cari tpt mkn biasa2 jelah..punyalah ppayah nak cari kdai mkn kat Shah ALam ni..

ingatkan kedai mkn bersepah..mapleiy je byk...satu Seksyen 19 kami ronda tak jumpa..then kami ke seksyen 20 plak..ada nampak mcm restoran, so stopped by..bila masuk jer, rupnya kedai tu buat konsep mcm food court..cehhh!! kebetulan plak ada pizza hut kat tepi tu,so i decided nak mkn pizza hut jelah..nak try menu baru launch smlm tu sempena CNY..Ring of fortune..nampak mcm best jer...



tapi crowd punyalah ramai...takpelah..layan jer..lgpun bkn ada nak rushing apape pun..malahan bY plak nak ngelak drpd jemputan majlis doa selamat jiran selorong kami.hehehe..jahat kan kami :P



mcm biasa, sup & cheese stix dtg dulu..mak aiii..masin giloss sup dia...bahaya betul kalau aku abiskan...bY pun tak lalu nak mkn ciken sup tu..rasa nak komplen jer...huh..after a while (about 20mins) barulah pizza kami sampai..hampeh betul....cuba korang tgk gambar kat bwh...real one that was being served to us dgn dlm gambar promo...macam langit dgn bumi jer...

beza giler ( i'm not talking about the pic kualiti ya..;P) the product..! ayam dia adalh dlm 8-10 ketul AJER..kosong..tak mcm dlm gambar promo dia..meriah sakan dgn nenas la, cornflakes keliling pizza tu la,red capsium la, chiken la,bwg besar etc..menipu besar la pizza hut ni!! taste wise..hurm ok la..since i love cheese very much..kalo takde cheese dlm crust dia tu,this pizza is totally dull, plain, and tasteless..tak terasa langsung pizza sause dia...

so sesapa yg nak try tu..think twice la ek...

Berakhir sudah title sbg seorang STUDENT!!!

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Alhamdullilah..semalam 25.11.2010, officially telah berakhir my title sbg seorg student selepas menduduki my final exam paper- Kaedah Berangka..Mmg study all out gilerr la..!dgn harapan dpt score subjek ni...but at last, it seems mcm tak mungkin berjaya...:( lots of calculation need to be done..soalan mmg boleh buat, coz based on the revision i did previously, sume sebijik2 kua....tapi tak sempat..dunno why..mmg very frustrating!

ntahla..apa lah grednya nanti..hrp2 tak terlalu rendah hingga effect my overall CGPA.Amin..Ingatkan segalanya berakhir dgn happy2..tapi last2 jadi sappy pulak..adalah setitik -dua air mata yang jatuh krn kecewa...yelah..benda yang kita boleh & mampu buat, tapi tak terbuat coz tak sempat..sape tak frust,kan?!

Besides that, kecewa gak..ingatkan ada org nak celebrate "kemerdekaan" kita..tapi org tu buat dono jer..biasalah..i'm always full with high expectation & dreams, but i always forget that there exist certain people yang takde perasaan..hurmm..

on top of that, my HP yang bY bagi few days before kami nikah pun dah jadi bengong-bengong.lgsg tak boleh on dah..that means, my $$ bakal berterbangan juga..aduhai...sudah jatuh, ditimpa tangga..and today, i received my KPI result...sgt tak sangka, kena slash by HQ people..sdgkan ofis level, i suppose to get EE...ingatkan adalah rezeki utk baby next year dgn duit bonus & increment lebih sket..

Ya Allah, dugaan apakah ini???sabar..

JANGAN..!

Jangan sampai saya terpaksa mengeluarkan ayat itu..!!
Kalau lah bukan kerana title itu..mmg dah lama dah....!!

water filter + Spirulina

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nak citer sket..semalam kami baru jer beli water filter baru utk sinki dapur kami..ala..beli yang murah2 jer..Hexagon 8-stage water purifier from cosway..

ekceli dah lama dah kami aim nak beli mende nih..rega pun murah..rega member rm295 jer..kalo tak RM395..dgn syarat kena jadi member + rm30...okey la tu..byk gak bley save..

sebenarnya dah lama pun terjebak dgn barangan Cosway ni..kecik2 dulu mama selalu gak beli brg2 cosway ni..

rumah kami mmg WAJIB ada water filter..air kat saujana ni sgt kronik kandungan karatnya..sebelum ni, kami pakai water dispenser jer..tu pun hasil pemberian org sbg hadiah kawen..selalu nak kena bersihkan ceramic filter dia..tahap ketebalan karat yg menyelaputi ceramic filter tu..mmg tak hengat..!

Memandangkan i'm now preggy..it's time to buy this water filter..demi menjaga kesihatan mama & baby :)

dok borak2 dgn owner outlet cosway kat SU Mall ni..kakak tu pun suggest la utk beli Spirulina, especially utk preggy mum...lagi2 tgh promosi skang nih..buy 2 free 1..katanya spirulina ni mengandungi semua nutrient lengkap utk ibu & baby plus kalo baby lahir nanti kulit baby elok, bersih..hurmm..mcm menarik..tapi of coz tak berani nak amik lagi..i need to seek for doctor's advise first..and she added, Dr msti lagi suruh amik punya...

So..dgn semangat berkobar2..try la google pasal spirulina nih..drpd forum SusuIbu.com, kebanyakan mmg rekemen amik spirulina nih..among forumers. ramai yg share their testi saying that baby lagi cpt pandai, kurang kena penyakit,mummy kurang morning sickness,bertenaga,baby kulit bersih dan putih(evendou makbapak tak putih-mcm kami la tuh..!)..tapi kebabyakan pakai brand Elken..tapi ada juga la yg pakai brand Cosway...

ishk..ni yg lagi bertambah2 semangat ni..tak sia2 jadi member cosway..

ermm..tgk lah, ptg ni nak ajak bY gi beli lah...dengan harapan dpt bekalkan all the good nutrients for my baby's development...amin..

apakah..?(part IV)

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kita sambung citer kita..

the day i did my 1st & 2nd test..i was alone at home..bY keje malam...so...it took me sometime jugak la nak citer kat dia..so, pd pagi 21st tu..bila dah buat 2nd test..kira mmg confirm la nih...i decided nak bagitau bY mlm ni jer..

coz i have my own way on how to tell him..hehehe..

maybe some of my frens olredi knew that jaja pernah beli baju mengandung masa zaman2 bercinta masa kat utm dulu2..masa tu kami baru 4-5 thn couple..sajer beli baju tu kat butik Ibuku KLCC, coz nampak lawa...time beli tu of coz sesama my bY..masa beli tu, dia ada gak cakap.."Kalau kita jadi kawein esok, bila sayang dah pregnant, sayang pakai la baju ni nak bgtau yg dah pregnant"..time tu rasa..waa...so sweet..

that nite, kami ada kelas..then plan nak balik umah ptjaya..on the way there...i yg drive..bY tetiba tanya..

"bY nak tanya n nak ayang jawab betul2..u pregnant ke?"

"nape pulak tanya gitu?"

"entah lah..lately, bila pepagi, tekak rasa nak muntah jer..badan rasa tak larat jer.."

"so..?"

"sajer la tanya..nway, u pun tiap kali saya tanya, puasa tak arini..u asyik puasa jer..periodnya belum..."

"apa-apajer lah.."( tapi dlm hati..wakakaka..tak sangka doaku termakbul...saya berdoa kalo ditakdirkan saya pregnant, nak en suami yg tanggung all the allergies... :P dan sori sayang..i can only tell u the truth later yea... )

Bila tiba saatnya..time nak bagitau bY mlm tu..sajer la tunjuk balik bj mengandung tu..

"bY..inagt lagi tak baju ni..?"

"baju apa tu..? nape tak pernah pakai..?!"

"bY tak ingat ker baju ni..?"

"entah la..tak inagt la..bila beli..?

"arghh....benci la....!"

itu la dia..konon nak guna pakai idea yg bY sendiri suggest dulu..last2 dia pun tak inagt baju apa...hampeh..misi tak menjadi..mujurlah ada buat kad...

bila tunjuk kat dia..dia sgt la terkejut..sgtla tak prcaya..hahaha..

apakah..? (part III)~~ yes..confirm it shows DOUBLE LINE!!

Holla..

another late entry..patutnya..kesinambungan tajuk " apakah ..?" terjawab dlm masa 3 hari after my 1st entry..tapi disebabkan tenet connection which we "tumpang" from nearby mamak shop wifi ada prob..since then tak dapat la nak online & berFB lately....



besides that masalah nak transfer gambar..lupa jer nak bawa kamera ke ofis since kat ofis jer ada chance nak online..dan the list of many more alasan goes on.....:P

bagi yang tak brape faham dgn double line ni...cuba scroll down and have a look at the picture ya...



anyway..officially i was pronounced pregnant was on 21st August 2010..after taking my 2nd pregnancy test..by then..trus google and found that i 'm already 4 weeks preggy!!



dan saat entry ni di tulis..olredi 7 weeks !!



surprise huh!? yeah..it surprised me tooo...alhamdulilah..Baby Krabi gamaknya ni....:P

simptom2 mula terasa masa gi buka puasa kat umah parents @putrajaya on last 15th aug..lepas makan,rasa senak jer perut..mcm bloated pun tak gak..perut rasa tak best..mcm ada butterflies inside..time tu, period blm miss lagik...that kinda of uneasy feeling keep on terasa until wednesday...



i did asked my close colleague,wat are the simptoms if you are pregnant..yelah..kalo dlm TV tu..simptom dia muntah..pening..demam..etc..tapi none of it yg i rasa..apa yg dia bgtau..adalah simptom standard ..but she suggested me to do the test...but of coz la time tu olredi missed 3 days- still bersangka baik tot of maybe puasa kot..body hormon terganggu..that'd why tak period lagik..( mcm tak nak face the fact jer gayanya)..coz byk kali gak la..dpt posa penuh zaman muda remaja dolu...so ingat kali ni sama la gamaknya :P


then trus gi beli test kit..cari yg paling murah & agak reliable...mcm diana dia suggest beli clearblue..rega dia..pehh..dlm rm25...(dah la tgh2 bulan ni..!) last2 beli je dip & test (Rm14.90 for 2 sets test kit)

Menggeletar juga la...betul ker aku beli pregnancy test kit nih..?

to be continued....

Apakah..? (part II)

Yea...setakat ni..

tapi..esok cuba lagi..

;)

Apakah..?

Apakah..?
Adakah..?

Que sera-sera..
what will be-will be....

Hmmmm......just wait & see...

Transformation of Reading Materials-magazine i mean..:)

Hollaa....

lama gile tak update..

kali ni nak citer pasal transformation of reading materials..

ingat lagi time zaman nak "naik" dolu2..zaman di alam khayalan....my favourite magazine is URTV & Mangga..Pantang ada gambar Eizlan Yusuf,Jasmin Hamid, Raja Azura,KRU..mmg confirm sume magazine ada gambo depa, msti beli time balik tuition centre..that time when i was in standard 4-6 gitu..haha..banyak woo..pernah kira gak la masa nak pindah ke PTJY from umah kat Maluri dulu, sekotak besar penuh dgn mag ni..rega mag dulu rm3..kalo dah penuh satu kotak TV..mau dkt ribuan gak la....

then bila dah masuk secondary skool plak..berkawan plak dgn kawan2 yg jenis speaking london segala..terjebak plak dgn majalah hiburan gak..tapi yg imported punye,and sometimes layan gak Galaxie-local mag..harga mmg tak hengat..tapi mag obersea ni besh..dpt hadiah mcm2...yg tak lupa sampai skang ialah i owned MelB-SpiceGirl nyer caricature ballon dan stickers gambar artist..stiker2 ni still simpan until now...siap paste dlm sticker album lagi..time ni minat pada artis pun dah berubah..start layan Backstreet boys,911,boyzone,spice girl..time tu mmg artis paling best la depa ni...so, kebanyakan sticker pun gambar dorang jer..

bila dah masuk sains selangor, berlakulah zaman gelap..(haha)..time ni..magazine dah tak layan..mmg zaman kegelapan la...cuma bila bernasib baik, dpt layan novel cinta-pinjam ntah dari sape ntah..yg pasti satu aspuri buku tu akan berjalan merata..dari katil-ke katil..dari dorm-ke-dorm..last2 hilang...kalo bernasib baik..buku setakat lunyai...keji kan zaman dolu2..

tapi di akhir2 paper spm, tgh boring2 tetiba telah ditakdirkan bertemu dgn majalah Cleo..i still remember, the owner of this mag was Adnyn..and it is still wif me..(tapi ada katne tah)..i found it very interesting & useful...from fashion, life,love,health..all covered in this mag...mmg best..!!that was in late 2000 and i've been a royal cleo reader since then .

berkotak2 kertas double A tu i collected& keep this mag every month..every year- never missed an issue pun...layan habis lah...paling best dpt sample vials lipstick, perfume, mosturizer,etc..tiap kali try these vials, tiap kali tu la berangan "esok dah ada duit lebey,nak pakai produk ni,lah..itulah.." sampai la ni tak merasa...haha..time nak pindah..mcm malas plak nak angkut, nak buang plak sayang..last2.. terpaksa gak buang dlm 3 kotak full of cleo old issues.

Bila dah start merancang utk bertunang sume, pembelian Cleo sudah mula terhenti..(bajet lari babe..!)coz kali ni start layan mag Pesona Pengantin la pulok..

yelah..kat sini segala cth hantaran..tips kawen,etc..so, sebagai persediaan nak buat hantaran..boleh la cari2 idea yang menarik utk di applykan utk my hantaran nanti..mag ni pun reganya bley tahan..RM8.90 kalo tak silap..tapi tak la beli monthly...depends kalau ada yg best2..tapi selama 2 tahun gak la beli..sampai nak kawen...and now..mag ni dah terdampar di celah memana ntah..selalunya umah Mama lah yg tempat terbaik campak unwanted things ni..haha..(umah sendiri nak yg best2 jer..hampeh nyer anak..)

At times jugak...i layan majalah Mingguan Wanita..frankly speaking..mag ni mmg best..start baca (terbaca actually) masa kerja kat Dave's Deli C4 wangsa Maju dulu during sem break..dah time boring2..customer takde..baca jelah segala benda yg boleh dibaca...very informative utk seorg wanita..dan keluarga..sejak tu, mmg beli gaklah kalo ada tajuk2 best...rega pun murahRM3 je..tapi now rasanya dah RM3.50 kot..cuma dia jenis bi-weekly mag, tak larat den nak belinya every issue....

dan terkini..selepas bergelar seorang isteri...layan mag Pa&Ma pulak..bukan sebab dah ada isi..tapi sbg persediaan ..nak jadi mummy yg sgt berilmu pasal parenthood mcm Ajan ..kagum sgt dgn dia...from pregnancy,dan sampai skang baby's food dia sgt la ..i dunno wat to say..tapi really made me adore her...tabik springgggg to ajan...always wanted to be like her on how she handle & raise her kimi..she's good at web browsing cari info2 mende ni..and i'm very bad on web browsing & I.T stuff..so..amik and beli jer la from those on shelves mag..paham pun paham...kekadang bahasa omputih ni..tak brape paham sgt pun..buat2 paham dgn meng "assume" je slalu..nak bukak dictionary sgt la malas ,okeh...

itu lah cerita saya...i bet most of viewer pun share the same interest like me kot... i juz be myself..buatpe beli mag mcm cosmopolitan ke,Her world ke...etc..tapi tak brape paham..nak baca pun mcm malas2..membazir je..yelah.mag ni kita baca time rehat2kan minda..tapi kalo baca sumthing yg kita kena grin our forehead nak try pahamkan apa artikel tu ckp..tak pasal2 matlamat nak berehat tu tak tercapai..tul tak??? :p

8th Couple Anniversary....

Hollaa....

Pejam celik, arini dah genap 8 tahun kami berchenta..kami declare couple pada tanggal 27.07.2002..Kenangan masih i terima offer couple tu, a bit kelakar..hari tu kami keluar utk kali kedua...ke KLCC..

Kami tgk movie citer Men-In-Black..actually,bY dah propose ajak couple, a few days back..cuma saje tak nak accept..coz saje ...walau dlm hati dah gumbira sgt..so happen tgh tgk cite tu, i excuse myself utk ke washroom...otw there, i SMS to bY, "yes, saya terima jadi coulple awk"..konon2 segan la nak ckp terima depan2...once balik ke tpt seat, he acted seemed mcm takde pape berlaku..i asked him, dpt tak msg? dia plak tanya msg apa..?! ceh..layan betul tgk cite bodoh ni..sampai dpt sms pun bley tak sedar..hampehhh!!

then, baru la dia sibuk2 nk check hp dia...and guess what how he responded???.."oh,OK.."

that's all..!!! sgt la hampeh..kan?ingatkan dia excited ke,teharu ke...last2 "ok" je jwpn dia..hurmmm :(

so sepanjang kami bersama sblm kawen. i;d like to share pictures of us masa zaman dolu2..Jgn gelakkan ok...!

gambar pertama kami ambil bersama-during bY's 20th berfday( look at me- sgt gemuk kan...?!)

jenjalan kat Sunway Pyramid-bY yg sgt kurus..

Jenjalan ke Genting

we used to be classmate in UTM

On my 21st berfday

On our engagement day @->--

( bY yang sudah gemuk sejak balik Japan )

happy berfday to you..MAMA...

Hollaa....

glad to annouce dat today is my beloved mama 's berfday..yang ke..? 52 tahun..dah lebih setengah abad beliau mencurahkan kasih sayang buat anak2 dia ..thanks a lot mama..i love you..

i admit, sejak lepas kawen, i seldom balik umah mama..faktor masa & jarak menyebabkan payah sket nak balik sana..kesian jugak tgk dia..yelah, wiken ada kelas..kalau takde kelas,terasa nak lepak2 je kat umah..kemas2 umah..buat laundry..sementara menanti bY balik...kalau balik sana,takkan nak balik hari jer..mana puas..kan?tak berbaloi...besides, bila dah kawen ni, t/jawab pada suami dah mengatasi segalanya...kan?

i realize, once i balik, mesti dia sgt happy..time ni lah dia nak manja dgn buah hati dia yg comel ni(sayer la tuh!!)..nak bagi updates pasal diri dia..ajak jenjalan kat alamanda...etc..[ dan anak dia ni plak jenis malas nak berjalan kalau wallet tak brape ada isi..]

apape pun...she's the best mom in the world..walau selalu gaduh dgn dia..walau dia selalu bising especially whenever i drive over the permitted speedlimit,langgar lampu kuning...malas kemas rumah,etc..but i know she nag for my own good..for my own safety..

always wanted to fulfill her dreams which is to hire someonewho can do ironing works for her during wiken..coz that is the task she hates to do the most since i was young..Insyaallah mama, bila adik ada rezeki lebih sket esok2, i'll send your clothes to the dobi jer..to iron all your clothes..mama tak yah susah2 iron lagi,ok?

to my mama,Mahfuzah Mukhtar...i know i'm not a good daughter to you..but i always wanted to be good just like you..May Allah blessed your life with good health,panjang umur, and murah rezeki...

eh..eh..nama kita sama la..(hampir sama actually)

Holla..

sabtu mlm yg lepas..saje lyn bloghopping online shop...tetiba ternampak satu nama pada tracking list tuan tanah blog ni..nama buyer ni..almost the same wif my name.hahaha..

as far as i concern..dlm m'sia ni ada 4 org jer nama saza( sazali tak kira eh..)

1)my bro- saza azrain shah

2) myself - saza zuliana

3) sum1 i know from V.I- Saza Indrainz

4) sapetah..pernah gak jumpa..saza sumthing2...lelaki la..

then jumpa plak nama dlm trancing list tu--> sazasuliana

hey..awk curi nama saya..i tot my name is unique & exclusive enuff!!

Sumbangan & penyesalan terakhir ketika bergelar sweet 26th

Holla....

ini adalah post yg lamer gila nak di post, tapi tak terpost2..entahla..sejak ada laptop baru ni(selama ni pakai ofis punya jer), jadi malas nak update kat blog..time online kat umah, mmg prefer pakai laptop baru..coz lappy lama sgt la lembab..sadisnya, kebykan gambar2 yg di bluetooth sume kat laptop lama...tu yg malas je update blog..

faktor lain yg menyebabkan lama tak update adalah sggggt la busy di ofis..all this while,most of the time , slalu update kat opis jer..time mengantuk2 tu..online la kejap..update blog..tapi disebabkan segala mak nenek audit mai opis lately..mmg tak sempat nak online..

lupakan segala tu..back to our topic..ianya berkisah pada suatu mlm pada 15 april 2010 yg lalu, dlm pukul 820pm la lebih kurang..since that week bY shift malam, so i stayed at my rental room at Tmn Medan,PJ that whole week...( i was still a nomad that time,every alternate week akan stay samada di Tmn Medan or SaujanaUtama-my own house)..

time tu baru balik keje, kat tgn penuh dgn beg laptop, hanbag, notes(that weekend ada final exam),dan few junkfood nak dimakan during revision.so happen masa lalu pathway nak ke lift, nampak ada sekujur tubuh mcm menggelupur kat lantai, di belakang sebuah motorsikal..keadaan sekeliling quite dim,i nak lalu tepi tubuh tu pun takut..yela..mana tau kot2 org giler ke..yelah..tetiba ada org tido kat tgh2 laluan org nak jalan..but i have no choice..that's the only way i can use to go to the lift.buat2 berani usha org tu, rupanya seorg budak perempuan..roughly umur 11-13 thn.

eh, pelik ni..kebetulan tak jauh drpd tpt i tgh berdiri, ada 1 grup of girls yg baya2 tu juga la..
Me: dik, ni sape ni? nape dia tido sini..dia betul ke tak ni?
girl 1: (she came nearer to me)eh, budak ni betul kak..dia baru jer lalu sini..dia jatuh kot..
me: dik, meh tolong kejutkan dia, suh jgn tido sini..
sambil tu, i try to kejutkan that GIRL..keadaan dia masa tu, tertiarap..masa kwn2 dia cuba panggil that GIRL, that girl mcm separa sedar, and manage to berdiri half way sambil tgn kanan dia pegang grill tingkap sambil dibantu budak2 tu , but later collapse.

aku dah gabra..for sure budak ni mmg normal.( i mean bkn spastic ke, etc) coz ada lanyard holding hp ,hanging on her neck..kelihatan dia mcm baru balik dari kedai runcit berhampiran, coz nampak jajan dlm beg plastik berhampiran dgn dia.

kebetulan one lady ala-ala tomboy dtg dkt kami, tanya knape berkerumun..i juz told her, ntah, jumpa bdk ni dah tak sedarkan diri..asking where is her house/parents, rupanya mak dia keje kat kedai mkn hjung tu...i ask one of these girls panggilkan mak dia..

mak dia dari jauh dah nangis.".alahai anak aku.."anak aku....." alamak....makin serius la pulak kes ni..aku dah pening kepala..ingat balik nak terus study, hal lain plak muncul..that tomboy suruh angkat bawa ke klinik.mujur klinik ada kat dpn flat je..ada sorang minah indon turut dtg membantu angkat GIRL ni.mmg kelam kabut..aku angkat kaki kiri dia..tomboy angkat kaki kanan & tgn dia, yg indon angkay kepala & tgn kanan dia..mnak dioa dok meraung, nangis2...
mmg 911 punya situasi la..dlm 10m nak sampai klinik, tomboy dah dok jerit kat org yg ada dpn klinik.."tolong panggil doktor..tolong panggil doktor!!" masuk jer klinik, doktor dah kua dari bilik dia, kami letakkan that GIRL kat atas sofa di ruang menunggu..baru aku perasan..rupanya dagu dia luka terbelah..berdarah..euww..tak sanggup tgk..aku trus blah...lalu kat tpt kejadian...mmg ada setompok darah kat bwh tayar motor tu..byk gak la...

i believe agak lama juga bdk tu struggling, and no one bother her...mustahil takde org yg lalu situ & tak perasankan dia...sampai bilik, tgn kiri lenguh gilossss...nak study pun dah keletihan..sebelum tdo, dok pikir2..apa la dah terjadi pd bdk tu..skadar mampu berdoa, agar bdk tu ok...

the next day nak gi keje.masa dlm lift, dgr perbualan few makciks
Makcik 1: tau tak, anak si leha(cthnya..nama sbnar tak tau) yang duduk tingkat 4 tu meninggal smlm..
M.C 2: leha yang mana?yang keje kat kedai mkn tu..
M.C1: a.ah..smlm dia jatuh, sampai klinik je, dktor ckp dah takde.dah biru dah badan dia.skang ada kat hospital Universiti nak bedah siasat..kwn2 dia semua kena tahan polis nak siasat..takut kes rogol ke ,apa...
Me: Bdk yg jatuh kat tepi tangga tu? saya tahu bdk tu...smlm saya yg tolong angkat sampai ke klinik..
M.C 1: bdk tu rupanya ada sakit jantung..kesian mak dia, baru je beli mesin alat utk dia..mahal plak tu, dah meninngal..

That time, ya Allah..meremang bulu roma sume...aku angkat mayat ke rupanya semlm...seram..bkn apa..takut kena badi..dah la mlm tadi tu tak mandi, coz dah keletihan sgt...
sampai opis trus tak leh nak berfikir dgn normal..terbayang2 jer llagi..cite dgn ofismnate, dorang kata, maybe the way we all angkat that GIRL mcm tu pun salah..takut sebabkan back injury kat budak tu..time tu lagi la....rasa berslaah pulak..tapi...aku juz pikir +ve..time tu mmg sgt kelam-kabut...tak leh nak pikir apa...

semoga Allah tptkan dia di kalangan org yg beriman....amin..

tak lama pas kejadian tu, i attended CPR refreshment course sbg persediaan nak masuk sukan teknikal...bila penceramah ckp, bila jantung dah mula stop pam, first 4 minit tu sebenarnya, masih ada peluang nak selamatkan mangsa kalau kita keep on compressed jantung dia, buat CPR..........that remind me of that incident!!

I witnessed saat2 terakhir that GIRL...nafas terakhir dia ..i was there..but i didn't give her CPR..tak teringat langsung nak buat CPR!! i wish, i could turn back time, and give her CPR until rescuers comes..sgtla guilty....kalo tak mesti dia masih di muka bumi ni kan?

takpela...sekurang2nya..bakti terakir aku sebelum meninggalkan usia 26 tahun, aku dah cuba selamatkan a stranger dgn membawa dia ke klinik dgn segala kudrat yg ada...

i leave that house...

i leave that house with mixed feeling..

happy- coz i no longer gotta handle stupid2 thing in that house...wasting my money & time

sad- i was the last person before that girl died..why..??? i'll tell you later..